Thursday November 3rd, 2016. 11:14 pm


Don't you some days just wish you could disappear? Scream to let it all out and just... disappear? Today is one of these days.

Do you know that Grey's Anatomy episode 3x15, where Meredith just gives up? She just let herself disappear in the deep cold water? Today is one of these days. 

Your mind is full, always thinking. You have to listen to music or watch an entire season of a series or watch TV till you fall asleep. You just want one night, with no thinking, totally blank. These last few years are like that. 

Today I was so close to open that small box where I hide it and do something I haven't done in what seems forever. I didn't (hope I won't). And what surprises me, is that tonight I don't feel that bad, why did I come so close then? 

Going to watch series episodes until I get too tired. 

When did life became complicated?


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